You know what hapened last night? I realized something that is ultimately rather depressing. I now realize that I have completely forgotten what it’s like to be physically near a girl. Used to be I could recall in my mind the warmth of a girl’s skin next to mine, or the way someone smelled or tasted, or just the sensation you get from being close to someone. But it’s been so long that I’ve lost all of that. No matter how much mental energy I put into trying to bring up the slightest recollection, I just can’t make it happen. It makes me feel more than a little lonely.
What I wouldn’t give for just a hug right now. Anything to help me remember. Because I miss it like you wouldn’t believe
