Half steps

So I finished the new assisting section of my main web site. Don’t go looking for it, though, because it’s not there. I won’t actually upload it until I make the move to NYC and start doing assisting work. It’s essentially an online utility for the sake of the photographers I’ll be working for. It has specific pages listing availability, terms of hire, experience, contact info, and even a page that lets them pay me for work online through PayPal. Nifty stuff.

I’m starting to feel a little stir-crazy. I don’t like Missouri. Well, I like Missouri, but I hate the fact that I’m stuck here. There’s nothing here for me. Not a damned thing. No friends, no job, no significant other, no photography or design, no nothing. If I can find a job soon, I’ll have something, and that’ll get me through here for long enough to get out of the hole and move to NYC in the black, but even then, there’s a limit to how long I’m willing to sit here and stagnate. Everything I want to do is practically impossible to do here. I need to get out. I’ve been home six, maybe seven weeks, and I’mm already starting to claw at the walls wanting to get out. How long will this last? I wish I knew.

Blah. More later tonight as I know I’ll get bored eventually.

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