Today’s shoot got moved to next Wednesday. I’ll work then, and I did get $50 in a cancellation fee today, but I really wanted to work today. Oh well. Tomorrow I’m getting up at 5:00 AM so I can meet and get a ride from another assistant to the shoot site at 6:15. Should be pretty cool, actually. I used to think that getting up at 5:00 AM was obscene and that nobody should have to do it. And then I got that factory job and had to set my alarm for 2:30 AM. Yeah…ever since then 5:00 doesn’t seem half bad.
I think I’m really going to try and get into zazen on a daily basis. Can’t hurt, really. Gotta get into Buddhist practice more, as well as study Japanese more. Dammit, I just need more discipline. Maybe I should wander down the street to the martial arts place and sign up for evening classes. Again, couldn’t hurt.
I need some water…
