…I can always travel later on (meaning like 2 years from now). Plus side of that is that I could do it as a “business” venture, write off the cost, and on top of all of that not have to worry about getting a job in Japan to support myself while I try to figure out what in the hell is going on. And besides, everything is waiting for me here NOW, and should I really ignore that? Dammit, no, I shouldn’t. It’s just this stuck-in-the-heartland thing that’s got me down and looking for other ways to go about doing things. GOD…MOTHER…PIECE…O’…DAMMIT! Stupid friends stupid always supid reminding supid me stupid of stupid reality.
